I still do

I'm not ready for this
Though I thought I would be
I can't see the future
Though I thought I could see

I don't want to leave you
Even though I have to
I don't want to love you
I still do

Need some time to find myself
I wanna live within
Can I go own way?
Can I pray my own way?
I don't want to leave you
I need you
Am I ready for this?
Did I think I would be?
Can I see the future?
No, I can't see

So I'm sorry.